00:52, Thursday, Dec. 13, 2012
So lonely it hurts. Before, I've felt loneliness amongst a crowd, what it feels like to crave more to claw for something else. Now I'm just hollow and whatever's meant to be inside is slowly getting carved out and it's just more and more empty.
I don't know what will happen, and I hope that someday I can attempt to become whole again, but I mostly see me getting older and stronger and independent, but still alone and never whole again.