01:30, Thursday, Nov. 15, 2012
I'm still a little depressed about it, especially when I think about it in particular.
But then stuff happened and even though I gave it up and refused it consistently, it must be fate, now yes it must be fate.
And I mean, how could I enter a new degree older than everyone, and yet not have gone to a party? I might as well have done something new.
And this is the last time I probably will see them. And I need to drink away my sorrows. And I just need to experience it. I just need to get away by doing something new.
Yeah new degree its like 60% certain.
Anyway so I'm going to my first ever party tomorrow night, after I buy the dress in the morning whoop, lots of last minute shit for me.