10:36 PM, Tuesday, Jul. 19, 2011
Dear Diary. This is my last term at school and I should be relishing and bathing in these last moments. However, I just want it to be holidays again. I seriously need to start working. No, seriously. Not just bashing myself, but actually. This week is the most fucked up week ever, and I don't know how or why I do this to myself. Here is the list of work:
- Hamlet was fun learning, but a fucking pain writing and that's going to dominate my mind and stress me out until Thursday. But thank god I at least did that. Although I slept like 1.5 hrs last night trying to finish it. Further compromised with tutor due to procrastination to the point that I don't think anyone is going to mark it before the exam.
- Ext E research task which I had planned to leave on the weekend is now apparently due on Friday, because it takes 48 hours to check for plagerism?? And not to mention that I have no fucking idea what the possible theories or theorists are.
- Couple of modern essays due from ages ago. Yeah it's modern, why didn't I just finish them all in one day in the holidays? Well the real question is why the fuck am I such a lazy fucktard. Going to write notes for one essay, which were due in to Tanya about two weeks ago, and then write one essay to hand in also in Friday. Then do the other one on weekend?
- Extension history homework as usual, no biggie, but not really helping either
- Oh and Japanese trials speaking fucking tomorrow. Yeah what lovely luck.
- And then the shitloads of maths homework slash topics which I have to catch up on slash learn properly. Not to mention I'm meant to be revising for trials, not learning the shit. Probably will push to next week.
Starting from tomorrow, I'm going to work. Work the shit off my butt. Yes I will. Really. Really.
Ah but other things:
- discovered the wonders of skype
- learning about the intimate details of a young romantic relationship from an outsider POV (Pim and Man)
- latest music-->Creep by Radiohead, Pumped Up Kicks by Foster the People, Adele, Dusty Springfield, the likes. Recently feel like downloading asian music for a change.
- bought some shit during the holidays, shopping for first time in monthssss: high waisted denim shorts (lol), velvet singlet top (with pearls!), random shirts, generic casual lace dress which looks like Pim's social dress but backwards. But yeah just browsing and searching in shops of clothes makes me feel temporarily happy again.
- if i can just get through trials, I can get through the rest of the year
- been online/on the comp way too much: on tumblr skimming blogs, facebook switching tabs, REreading manga--I'm really just procrastinating from studying. I'm bored as hell shit but it's still better than working :x
- last harry potter movie came out finally, just thought i'd mention, even though i'm not a hp fan and i haven't watch part 1 yet, it's still a notable moment of my life i suppose??
- desperately wants a new dl layout, the more i go on, but I need a picture first, which means developing photos, which means actually finishing the roll, which means taking photos, which means I can't as of now and therefore! no new layout for the time being :( not that i should be thinking about this kind of stuff now...
- dearly wish I had more close friends because it is damn lonely. however the twins serve as the epitome of casual friendship so i'm super grateful for that
- OMG haven't touched On the Road since I put it down, and now I feel like reading Kafka on the Shore since Amanda offered, but then I also have to finish (?) reading little kiddy books Diana lent me, which defined my childhood, but seems immature and insignificant now.