12:49 PM, Saturday, Aug. 30, 2008
lalala
i have decided to screw with entries on days that i've forgotten to post about. its all in the past and i really can't remember and all i can really do is conjure images in my mind.
haha, 'conjure'!
XD
anyway, why am i posting today? nothing happening much. its weekends and i'm stressed under pressure of elehistory a group assingment (psychiatry lol) and english prejudice website. oh and cathing up on maths.
because theres this stupid student teacher that is like SO noob <<" i guess you can't blame her but still. its like, she glares and WAITS for the silence - just like those teachers that act like they have a stick up their ass. (ok maybe not - i just wanted to say that.)
so yeah, she writes SO many LONG examples on the board which is just like, repeatatism. AND she always picks on the people taking. like, Ms Mas does that too, but EVEYRONE is talking then. make sense?
ok so she expects silence from EVERYONE when she's teaching, and frankly, i don't understand math-teacher language very well all the time. so i asked tiffany what the fuck a union was and how it worked and then i get called up. of course i fucking don't know what to do. psht. loser.
expressive unfair anger is what this diary is all about =)
even though i'm all agaisnt this crap about not understanding others point of view, i sure hella want to rant on about how my life sucks.
not that it really does.
i'd love to go on about my theory about how gay my personality is. in fact, i've been thinking and critisizing myself for like, forever, and i'm been meaning to put it in here.
but i won't say much. mainly because i say i want to be this and humble and cool and calm and all-knowing when i'm freaking not. gosh this sucks. i'm very bad at expressing you see.
i don't know why i'm talking to you as if you were a person. i mean, sometimes, i don't write the full story coz i feel like i want to impress you, you know? like, thats what i do to my family and friends all the time. bad habit.
lately though, i've been trying to be very honest =] thats why you see me writing all this crap about myself and swearing so much.
i'm not sure about the swearing bit. i just lack enough vocab to you know, emphasize myself, if that makes sense.
and also, where did all my capital letters go? damn this...