5:53 PM, Sunday, Jul. 27, 2008
i had the most sever cramps ever in the history of my periods.
in fact, this would only be the second time i've had cramps, first time would be last yr december.
it was SO FRKN PAINFUL. like when i had stomach and shit problems (threadworm problems) only MORE PAINFULLER.
i actually rushed through dinner which was hot pot, and then sped to the shower to, you know, CLEAN FRKN UP and SHIT MY TUMMY AWAY.
And now, i suddnely feel more refreshed and clean and NOT IN PAIN.
god, like Tiffany, she gets them usually before she gest her period, or on the first day and yeah.
BUT I NEVER GET IT (thats why my periods are usually unexpected but whatever) and i feel like all the times i didn't get cramps, suddenly piled up into this one HUMONGOUSLY PAINFUL cramp.
ergh.
and fuck man, like, you know how my mum buys blue pads from this random brand, buts its blue right? darkish blue? its regular and all. i don't like those. or rather, i prefer the pink ones, 'super'. thats coz they actually reach out so that i won't have to wake up in the middle of the night to change. god. but at the moment, we only have blue.
i am so pissed.
oh and i also feel so pissed, coz its only been like, TWO FRKN WEEKS since my last period period. wtf? like, four the past four months, its been pretty regular, and then suddenly, THIS COMES.
yeah i feel agro and pissed.
is this the work of PMS???
god, and they last like, a week or more for me. and they're so FRKN irregular. i mean, COME ON. this is my second year already. its been like, 19 months dude. i'm supposed to only have had 19 periods. (which sounds little but its not) but instead, i've probably had like, 25.
ERGH.
i feel, for us women. i totally feel for us.
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